As well as having life there is something else I have going on. I can't tell you much about it. It's not exactly a place, nor does it exist in time nor does it have much in common with life. The best way I can describe it is metaphorically, by that I mean I can make loose descriptions of things which you can compare to the content you have in the thing you call life life. For example, one of the things I have in this "other thing" is a plenitude of plump ducks with brilliant morrocan blue feathers and sunset-gold wings.
When you're ready, I'll tell you more about this other thing.